Okay I have been on a major posting spree ever since I had a setback in early June.Β
I need to get back to some other parts of my site, though this has been incredibly good for me
So basically, regarding, negative people; and people I would call (anti-Black), that word is retired from my vocabulary. I've advanced enough to where if a word does not serve me or help me feel better, stop reciting it. Same thing with "yt supremacy."
It's a low vibrational world, that's what it is.
Just no.
So anyway,
Low Vibrational! Much better term; it puts the defect on them.
So my recent discoveries that I must practice:
-These people's words don't affect me the way they used to because I no longer see these people as a threat
-Seeing them as a threat, due to very logical reasons regarding the way trauma and vicarious trauma, community trauma and all that; so I had justifiable reason to feel like they were threats
-But that is for me in survivor mode
-Survivor mode is for fighting; not for freedom
-So I have done the work and gained enough inner freedom to where my nervous system is restored enough to realize hey, these Internet people are not a viable threat to meΒ
-Despite their hate
Oh, the Cake!
I say that because one reason so many people, majority of humans in my opinion, are low vibrational because they only see outcomes; they only see the final product.
They are incapable of taking into consideration all the steps, processes, complexities that led to the final product.
They just go by what they physically see
Street crime
They visibly see the outcome: someone pulled a triggerΒ
And it's happening over and over again
Pulling a trigger is the final product to a combination of unseen factors.
Low vibrational people can only see the color, and thus they go
this color = criminals
To me it should be criminal to be so dumb
I'm learning to release the rage from these people; and when they have the same color as said criminals, it's like damn, you're calling yourself a criminal too. Just all kinds of brain issues
So:
🎂🍰Final product is a cake.
That's what we see with our own eyes; full evidence right there, of a cake.
But what was involved to make that cake look the way it looks, taste the way it tastes,Β
All types of ingredients and instructions that invisible but are still 100% a part of the final product.
So when low vibrational people in this low V world see criminal plus certain color; they are not advanced enough to factor in the various "ingredients" and "instructions/actions" that led to the final product (crime).
Looking at a cake, I can't see the eggs and flour and sugar in their original form, but they are there and they 100% impact the final product.
Imagine a whole child, a whole human being who too, has all types of invisible experiences, (invisible ingredients) that are 100% a part of his or her journey, before the final product is created.
Not for every case, but in general with the crime epidemic, when these people commit these crimes you can't see their brain's impact of being neglected as a child, hungry, lack of nutrition, being whupped, overly punished, violence, especially, growing up around violence and the normalization of whupping kids.
Poverty itself is inhumane, violent and traumatic.
No one of any color gains any benefits by being so poor that their normal needs are not met: survival, food, water, shelter, safety, basic needs.
So many of these kids end up in survival mode, primitive, unregulated, failed by not just their parents but by schools causing more chaos to their nervous systems, no community, adults everywhere, all the time typically already seeing the kids as a stereotype.
It's just a long list of "ingredients" that combine to give the final product that is visible.
The first thing low vibrational people say when you humanize, not defend, but humanize the criminal because you yourself as a human, don't know where you could have ended up in life had your "ingredients" been different.
So you humanize them with facts that need to be handled properly so that true improvement can be made; and the low V people go,
Stop making excused for them
We need to take accountability
I was arguing with someone and she told me it's my fault because I coddle and make excuses for "those type of Black people."
Chile, where is that cake. Bake it and throw it in their faces
Lol.
Naw, don't waste cake. I need to remember that she and others like her are not a threat to my safety and peace like my survivor mode brain told me they were.
That gave them too much power; because that's how my brain was shaped, via people in the world just coming up to you and wrecking havoc.
So I've had to practice separating myself from all that
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