I have got to stop trying to type every detail; I will never get all my ideas posted here, plus, my arms hurt. Lol. I'm at the age of tendonitis or something like that....

So as long as I remember the details for myself, I don't have time to record everything here.

So briefly:
Remember

And me being hurt about yet another national horrible injustice case regarding a young man who had a right to defend himself;
it was killing me, no matter me staying away from the details, staying away from comments and all that crap...I unfortunately knew enough even though it was very tiny info that I knew, it was enough

And while hurting, due to my years of working at this, I was able to tell my brain (which is an organ like any other organ, it's not magic, it takes training just like muscles), so I told it hey yes while that is true regarding the young man, there is something else true. There are other facts to put in my brain

And it needed to be something on the same level as the horrible stories; it needed to be worldwide public stage facts; I realized I need same intensity, same scale to help overcome the pain of various public incidents

And that fact was that we have 2 toddler boys innocent, and so free; and there with their dad Josh Hart, who had them at the press conference and I swear he is such a dad. I kept saying "He's such a dad."
He was so patient and nurturing beyond his years in my opinion

His beautiful wife, has my color, and she made it through pregnancy safely because even bringing new life into the world has been filled with injustice for women who look like me

It's just too much and I am doing everything I can to battle it out and win.

I am learning to accept that it's not about and not possible to win on a world scale;

It's not about changing the world or even inspiring or educating others;

My winning is not about proving anything to the world

No.

 The battle is inside of me because the earliest wounds were inside.

So that's how I win by putting all my power inward