1/3/2025
I have been on FB because I'm transferring some of my old posts over here and it is a lot of work. So sometimes I get tired and then start clicking around. I've got to stop saying "Let me go by so and so page and see how they're doing." No matter how much I adore a person, I can't be going by their page. It just keeps me attached to people on terrible platforms that I need to stay away from. Now if some of these people set up their own sites that would be different, more enjoyable and safer for my mental health.
So anyway I was like "let me check on so and so" and I saw where she posted about the Affirmative Action thing backfiring on Asians and baby I was 😂🤣😂🤣
Then I went to read about it on other sites and from there I saw about the infighting amongst those stupid ass moronic racists getting ready to go into office/the White House. So I was like 😂🤣😂🤣
I truly stayed up too late that night. And then, I still kept reading more and more because the 😂🤣😂😁felt good but I have to remember
🛑the laughter won't last. There is always a tragic story about an innocent Black person that's going to come up and the world will demonize and demoralize this person, and it's just the same thing over and over and over
🛑so I said let me pull back and out before I see a trauma story about somebody Black, because we always get the worst and I'm not gonna be online to see what's the next trauma story. Nothing changes and I'm not going to risk exposing myself to more trauma simply because I'm laughing at racists
🛑Plus, racists should not even be anywhere near my thoughts, my computer screen or anything. I can't care about "told you so" or "this is what they deserve" or anything because it never seems to work out that way. The tables always seem to turn right back on people like me (good Black people). When I say F this world I got to mean all of it, all the time
So yeah, I spent about 2 days reading too much about the infighting but I'm over it and haven't even been tempted to read anything in days and I'll get back to having it where these people don't exist to me, unless they are on fire🔥🔥...I would save my spit as I walked past them.
A racist burning?🔥🔥 I would swallow my spit so fast. Now that is the only capacity in which these racists that rule the country and the poor ones that don't rule, that's the only extent that they should ever exist to me 🔥
If that comment seems brutal, this is a world where it's considered normal to watch death videos/photos of Black people. Anyone who watches and shares that type of thing shouldn't have a damn thing to say about my 🔥 comment
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