Luna woke me up at 3am. I wasn't having it, was not gonna let her on the patio so I put her in the guest room with me so she won't wake up Joe, and then thankfully I went back to sleep and so did she.
Thennnnnn I hear "Yowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww" I jumped up and so did Luna.
The stray cats were back at it with their competing and challenging each other. I swear, I do love those cats almost as much as I love my own self, lol, but we can't take care of them, and don't feed them.
I've contacted rescue places and they're not much help. You can't just say "Hey, there are some cats that I know would be happy in your rescue facility and need a home."
They say they are not a shelter. And plus rescue centers have small amount of cats too, well the ones I've seen.

I will continue to ask around.

Now the cats are not hungry! They are eating well, one lady across the street feeds them and I think another lady does too. 
But they need medical care. I'm just not mentally strong enough to live the dream of having a backyard cat haven. Look they are so wild they won't keep still anyway. They will always go walking around everywhere and I just be like, why can't yall keep still, so you can stay safe.

Okay, too much to go into regarding how I would jump in front of a car for these cats lol but, I was really mad when I heard them competing at 4am.

🐈‍⬛I didn't want them to take up Joe and Moonflower so I looked out the front window and saw one of them looking under the car.

🐈I knocked on the front window a little bit, he heard me but didn't care.

🐈‍⬛I opened the door, which is loud, thinking he would move and he didn't.

🐈So then I walked out to the car and told him to be quiet!! He turned around, looked at me, and kept right on.
Of course during all this, Luna wants to go out and is looking at me like I'm crazy

🐈‍⬛So I came back in and got my car keys and unlocked the car door so it could make that beeping noise and that is when the cat, with his/her beautiful but worrisome annoying 4am self, walked from under the car.

😺But, I was looking out the window and the cat walked across the porch and looked at me while I was looking out the window.

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